Last couple weeks

The last couple weeks i have been thinking about what i want to do with my life. well i started to work at walgreens in march and i was like this is a cool job where is this going to take me . well its now july and i am falling behind on my bills and feeling like man i never have any money to do anything grantit u dont need money to take your kids for a walk or go somewhere and spend time but it is something always nice to have. Everyone who knows me has known i am with a man who i have been pretty much taking care of because he isnt working well folks he has a job now i just need to make sure he keeps his job and not go and quit or lose it because then i am done. so anyways back to me walgreens was paying me enough i was busting my rear and working 70 some hours in two weeks and only got 400 dollars no no i cant just handle that my rent is more then half that feel me. so i was upset the day i got my check and i was like man i dont know what to do. so after work i had already put a application in at this other place quality inn and well that day i was feeling some love because i called and they said ma'am we would like to hire you when can you start. my heart was racing like really i got the job really. well today is july 9th i start tommrow which is july 10th. and with walgreens they havent put me on the schedule for the next 3 weeks and this is how i feel a girl has to do what a girl has to do. i will not suffer no more i will not let my kids be without. i am going to keep on showing not only myself but everyone i can do this on my own
well nite